another day wasted

just like dat...wat a slacker i have become *ketuk diri sndrik*

woke up early for the 830am class where i have to lead the discussions
agak berlari2 anak jugak la takut lambat only to find dat half of the group is still missing in action
not dat i mind, at least i'm not the last one to arrive
cute preceptor..sekali tgk mcm Matt Damon, dua kali tgk mcm Brad Pitt zaman memuda
hoho cuci mata smbil berdiskusi penyakit paru2 hoho

decided to skip lectures n came back for another discussion session later in the afternoon
eat the leftover pasta for brunch while rerunning GG again
no new epi tis week, bummer!

plan to wash hair but then napping center in the brain nudge against desicion making part
short nap wouldn't hurt right?
huh, right! nap la sgt smpai 5 mins to 3 o clock br bukak mata n group discussion at 330pm!
looks like hair washing have to wait til tonite la

no new Grey's tonite *sigh*

making plans for the 'long' weekend
totally skipping tmr morning lectures, prolly go for a visit to Market Mall
Saturday got Marrybrown *halal yo!* picnic n bowling at Chinook
Sunday go tobagoning!!!
bile nk catch up study ni Dalilah oi?!

first day of school

and i'm already ponteng lalalala
so much for starting anew n putting extra effort considering tis next 2 course not a strong suit for me
but heck, it's just introductory lectures n the sucky ADT exam is now online for a month
how cool is dat? online exam dat's open for a month, with no invigilating wat so ever...Dr Wiki la pe lagi haha

so anyhu...am still throwing away precious time watching the upper east side of Manhattan berbitchy2 sesame sendrik

tetiba saya rase nk ade bucket list of my own
mcm menarik kan?
list of things i wanna do before i die
since u dun know when u actually gonna die, u be more looking forward to complete each dream/task/fill in ur blanks
just so when u look back, u actually do things u wanna do....sort of reminder

first one on the list - new year countdown at NY Times Square being kissed silly by the love of my life. Winter in NY can be as unforgiving as Canada so must have him warm me up plus i need protection from the drunken n high crushing seas of human *note to self - ni nk kna ade HIM dulu br boley achieve*

second one would be bungee jumping!
the higher the better <-- adrenaline junkie
more on the list would be more adrenaline pumping activities - white river rafting, yg jump from the plane tu org panggil ape ek? yes...skydiving~
oh saya sgt teruja with the ideas!

before i forgot, europe tour is definitely on the list

and yes, i wanna work for Doctors Without Borders if i get the chance

wat else? ran out of idea
more like mls nk pikir dh sbb nk smbg tgk XOXO haha
but keep tuned in, the list will be updated from time to time
mayb when i got the time i'll put it up on the side bar

oh yeah, i won't be doing it in dat order...when the opportunity arise, i'll go for it =)

the extra day

i should really
1. be doing my laundry
2. unpack my bags n clean up my room
3. prepare for the new semester dat starts tomorow -ala, dh nk skolah blk ker? -

instead i am
1. curling up in my duvet *kasi can la weih, lps rindu 2 minggu tak tido with my pinky hearts*
2. trying to finish up Eclipse, the 3rd installation of Twilight saga, quarter more to go since i started yesterday on the plane enroute back
3. while running the Gossip Girl back to back from the very first episode of the first season to the current episode of the current season...not much, just about almost to 40 episode with 1 hr per episode, there goes 40 hrs of my life membazir ke jln kelaghaan...bet the devils are njoying themselves to the max knowing this

not so hardcore

this came in my email inbox a couple of days ago



so not helping me saving money for the upcoming trip *slaps forehead*

so the plan was to go today
i even manage to lure Kak Ana n Nisa to abandon study mission to go for a lil relaxing time in TD square
at first the small, insignificant detail dat today's temp gonna be -30 degrees plus another -10 degrees with windchill cannot deter us from the shops
very de rugi if dun go rite?
30% on everything plus another 10% on SPC
n i also had my hands on few extra La Senza coupons expiring tmr

but then, oh soooo mls to bundle up
plus i must be out of my mind to subject meself being turned into icicle while waiting for the bus and trains which are really really not reliable in this kinda weather

so, in the end here i am
caving inside my pinky hearts duvet
staring at the obscenely not so interesting Mr P
have to wrapping up derm, ortho is on the standstill yet
exam is in 4 days
then Vegas! n Cali!
oh sin city! n sun! n beaches!
FUN!

stop putting thoughts in my mind

woke up early for derm group discussion
finished 2 hrs ahead of schedule wohooo!

came home n had a bowl of macaroni chicken n seafood soup
found streaming movie of Twilight in not so shabby wonders of technicolor

hungry again after dreaming of Edward
had a plate of spaghetti bolognese drowning in cheddar n mozarella
while listening to House MD teaching on eclampsia

finally get to the business of rheumatology
10 slides into brittle bone n my mind is permanently stuck on thought of filet o fish



wat i wouldn't do to fulfill the cravings



now i can sleep opsss study peacefully

my not so exciting life

woke up to a raining cotton balls
it was just last nite complaining of where's the snow n the cold?
it's already Dec for heaven sake
n looks whose listening n shove it in our face this morning?
*padan muka*

cook nasi lemak
to ease the craving
no more random mention of nasi lemak on FB ah Bram

tried to study
finish a couple of lectures
it's amazing how u can stay up n immerse urself in 500 pages of vampire love story in one day but it took u 10 or less slides of lecture n u as good as gone into the dreamland
shot me for not doing wat the taxpayers money are paying me to do

spend the nite before watching random movie trailers on utube
feels like doing a movie marathon of all the romantic comedy collections - 27 Dresses, Made of Honor, Definitely Maybe, yada yada
ended up watching Perfume: The Story of A Murderer

tummy doesn't feel so good today
bo-hoo
angin berkoyan-koyan :(

manage to goreng-ing HPOP worksheet, complete with all the condiments bagai
uh, i hate EBMs!

it's already school tmr
blergh!!

a little twilight adventure

lala i'm done with part 1 exam
part 2 in 3 weeks or so
so, njoy la dulu
kes kes kes

PE was excellent, i finished in 4 mins out of 6 mins allocated
tests for cruciate ligaments and straight leg raising test and also cross positive straight leg raising test
bykla la plak tanye soklan examiner tuh but i manage to answer all
so yeay to me!
anatomy was a whole different story all together
i can remember almost everything but just as i step into the lab, everything just vaporize into thin air *sigh*
think i didn't socialize enuf with the cadaver over the weekend

so in order to keep my frustration at bay
i came home n bake banana + pecan + chocolate chip muffin
yum yummy yum

then i load in three weeks worth of laundry while spring cleaning the room dat would put tongkang pecah to shame for the last few weeks
then tgh syiok vacumming, the electricity went off!!!
but the funny part it's only my room, Day-o's room n the kitchen part!
but it's a major glitch in the fuse box n everything went back to normal again *peace*

me have to miss twilight premier the week before due to exam
so i rope in Ziah for sum vampire love story~
we left the hse at 6pm to catch the 640pm show
little dat we know sum genius decide to set fire along the 7 ave, halting the train going into n out of downtown
wes, aku nk g tgk movie nih! grrrr!!!
we end up missing the 640pm show n have 3 hrs to kill before the next show

the theater was almost empty
given dat it's been a week since the premier and it is the last show of the nite
yeah, no midnite movies here booo!

the movie isn't dat good but it isn't dat bad either
with all the hype about it, you would expect it to be more
bet the book is better
if u expecting a vampire in action kinda Underworld movie, forget it
but if u wanna watch cheesy teenager love story movie, then go
but EDWARD CULLEN is one HOT vampire!
*drools*
n the volvo he's driving?
to die for!!!!

-spoiler warning-
i love the scene when she found out what he is and he reveal to her why he avoided sunlight
n the part he took her up the trees n plays the piano
*swoon*
the scene when the Cullens are playing baseball? totally cool!!!
might i add the nicely accompanying Supermassive Black Hole number from Muse makes it super duper cool
Edward juge sgt cool mase pakai shades when he drives Bella to school
ahhh jatuh chentaaaa okkkk!!!

we missed the last bus on the way back n have to walk from the train station
across the McMahon stadium n couple of blocks of houses
well, we didn't exactly missed the bus
it did come with the little sign saying OUT OF SERVICE *wtf*

now am finally home n ready to go to slumberland
am loving the wonderful smell of freshly laundried beddings
i shall drift to the world of dreams with edward in it
nite nite

abg ramly is the KING!

i was browsing thru textbook last nite when suddenly teringat betapa deliciousnyer burger special abg ramly yg jual tepi jln tu dan betapa nikmatnyer kalu boley menikmati satu atau dua bijik sekarang
u know, the otai burger yg seringgit dua tu, 2 beef patties (bkn sebarang daging burger, mesti yg abg ramly) balut with telur, in a bun with lettuce yg diricik halus, tomato, mayo n sos cili
mine would omit timun batang and onion *yucks, x suker*
i swear at the thoughts of sinking my teeth into the juicy and sloppy burgers, my salivary glands goes to overdrive in a matter of miuseconds
tis is far more superior compare to McD ke, Harvey's ker, Carl's Jr, Wendy etc
regardless ur fancy smanchy burgers

dulu time menetap kat Vista C, ade gerai yg bukak til late nite
sedia maklumla tgh2 mlm tu kan heheh
dan saya suka menyakat abg burger itewww
smpai dia igt how i like my burger, pergi tunjuk muka n senyum saja
burger special, x nk bwg satu siap!
no wonder i gain 2kg in a month when i first start med school dulu

nway, so i put it up
this craving i'm having rite now on my Facebook status
n guess wat my 'sahabat mithali' send me tis morning?


burger abg ramly yg ku idam-idamkan! mungeks tul

bertuah punyer anak pak cik zainal!
ko bagi aku gambar burger jer?!!!!!
waaaaaaa....jahatttttttttttttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!
kau kijam tau tak? KIJAM!!!!!!!!!!!

bond, james bond

went to watch this today at persistance of Jeremy
well, dh lama x de guy belanje tgk wayang eventough he have a free pass wateva
hey, free movie! wth, rezeki jgn ditolak yo!

nothing better than a dose of adrenaline
life getting duller by the moment
the weather not helping either

the usual James Bond actions
no gadgets or x-rated scene much *kecewa*
i missed Casino Royale so pretty much buat assumption sendrik byk
but it does delved into a side of Bond nvr before explored
vengence in name of passion
the softer part or may i say the human part of Bond

still don't like the Craig guy as Bond
Brosnan would be more eye pleasing

for Bond diehards, no need to say it is a must
for me, worth going to the big screen
*tak kuar satu sen mmg la haha*
but seriusly, it's been awhile i havent feel the rush from watching in the cinema

a shot of adrenaline can't be bad for the system
wat's bad is the addictive feeling
oh no, i think i might go for Twilight after exam
damn...another 10 bucks melayang begitu sahaja

for the kid inside us

watched this

in good company of these 'crazy' ppl *larikkk*


last min joining Nisa, Ziah, Mai n Leeshi
i was bored tergolek at home n Day-o was estatic when she find out they're going for movie
so me n Day-o make a pact to join them at Eau Claire cinema since they're going for sushi at Sumo Ten first
with all the confidence in the world, me lead Day-o to where we suppose to met the rest
walking in the -2 degrees in downtown up till 12th ave from 7th ave to realize dat maybe the Eau Claire is the other way round *slaps forehead*
it turns out dat Eau Claire is at 2nd ave
hahahahahahahahaha

kesian Day-o...sorry yer darling

nway, the movie was good but i like the first one better
feels like me n Ziah r the only ppl in the almost empty cinema who laugh
malu okeh, mcm jakun tp gelak mcm dunia aku yg punye jugak
Nisa already dozed off to her own escape to Africa adventure kali

ouh, moto moto *the big konon HOT, sexayyy-hh hippo* reminds me of mr F
got a feeling he's avoiding me..dh ade special sumone kah?
wish i can talk to him one of these days
really miss the conversations :(

sunday funday~

impromptu piknic kala senja
with egg n tuna sandwiches, fried rice, minced beef pie, junk foods etc









it gets cold n dark so early these days, we decide to go in



time for lil card games



ape sulah jadi apek? kalah judi kah?



ni lg sorg apek kalah judi



guitar hero addict...expresi muka x boley blah!

apart of all these, i manage to do my laundry n vaccum the sekangkang kera carpet of mine
n finally laid out all the plans for this winter break
details to follow as the holiday approaching~

priceless

the ability to laugh at own self

man's best fren

i remember growing up, i always wanted a white mice as pet
yup the tikus putih yg biasenyer org guna for lab experiment tu
why white mice? i think they cute n clean sbb kaler putih
but my parents thinks i'm too young to handle the responsibility of taking care of pet
so i never had a real proper lil animal to take care of
kucheng2 yg suki-suki ati dtg menempel kat umah x yah ckp la

when i was living with Puteri in Vista, she had a couple of hamster
so we (me, Puteri n Muni) co-own them, sharing the responsibilities
i love them to bits
it became part of my stress reliever
my source of entertainment
n apparently a very good listener too

towards the end of our stay together, Puteri offer to let me have them but i was flying home
there are no ways i can smuggle them pass the security check
i can't imagine how the guards will react seeing the xray of my hand carry bag
2 small bony structures gerak2
n i dun wan to expose them to radiation
x psl nnt increase risk kna cancer


mama ham n papi ham

i was thinking of getting a couple of it before the summer hols
but having nobody to take care of it for 2 months doused my intention
plus it's not dat cheap

or mayb i can finally get the white mice i always wanted
or a fish like Lizzy's Sir Leonard
cam sronok kalu ade pet to play with kn?

it's been a long day

woke up at 445am for sahur
go back to sleep in prep for the day ahead

communication class start at 830am followed by ethics small group til lunch hr
n she bringing dat yummy donuts is not helping either

2 hrs anatomy lab drag on til 4pm
the only thing making it bearable is the hot final yr general surgery resident
if only i'm not refraining myself from lewd thoughts in respect of Ramadhan

still got one small group to get thru
i already stop functioning by the time discussing chronic diarrhea
not just me, others who x puasa pon felt drained
i was surfing the recipe blogs for idea wat to cook for buka puasa today while others yakking away in today's case

2 months in Malaysia undone all resistance to cold weather developed last yr
think another bout of flu coming up
blerghhh...

happy news of the day : today is Ziah's bday
so dear Ziah, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
hope all ur wish and dreams come true
XOXO

life is now

can't believe it's been more than 2 months since i last jotted down sumthing here
feels like a blink of an eye
so....wat's up?

i've been in Malaysia for 2 months
spent awesome 6 weeks in HSNZ
catch up with frens n family
spend a nite alone in Changi enroute back
and now back to med school *bluekkkk*

sooo many stories and sooo many changes
i'll get to it all one by one
in due time

so be aware of backdated entries
just click on june, july and august old keepsakes

need to smooth out some wrinkles life handling me
so laters!

bullet train-ing thru life

this final week gonna be a super hectic one

just got back from KL last nite
gonna be driving to Bachok on Thursday n spend a nite there
pick up my baju raya
met up with relatives
visit my bro in his boarding school
coming back on Friday evening n early Saturday morning heading down south to Kemaman for bro's graduation
only have Sunday to jam everything into 2 bags n leave on a jet plane on Monday

wohohoho
n i have to study too *dang*
yikes yiki yikes

now, where do i stash the ADHD pills?

itchy fingers

i have diagnosed myself with
itchy fingers nk main game pre exam syndrome

wat is it is i have this overwhelming urge to not study and play wateva game (mainly computer games since i only pandai how to play these) when i'm suppose to study
weird thing is the symptoms only intensify when the exam is so near like a few days before sitting for the paper n miraculously vanishes when the invigilators announced it's time to put down the pencils and i'm free of exam!

i know, i am not alone in this
i know Puteri too suffers from the same syndrome, at least during IMU years

erghhhh!!!!
tulungsssss!!!!
i so wanna play games
*itchy itchy fingers*

i still haven't finished Chocolatier 2
n i found several new games on the net and already download their cracked full version
aihhh have to fight against it
have to say TAK NAK to games

updates on Saturday

lalala~

i did my 1st P.O.P cast yesterday

lalala~

stay in school until 10 pm (on FRIDAY!)

lalala~

study is going slow but going nonetheless

lalala~

going to Guess outlet tommorow to spend my gift card

lalala~

start to solek2 the psp n brought few games too

lalala~

p/s: i had cast on my forearm for like 10 mins n cannot stand it anymore. can't imagine how is it for ppl who had cast on for weeks and months *gaps* so, better not get any broken limbs ppl!

weirdo me

i let u in one of my secret

i can develop a very strong dislike toward a person without any reason at all, without the person doing anything to me

yes, i can be psycho laidat

the dislike meter? i can't even stand the thought of dat person n i usually pick on all the flaws i can lay my hands on

sounds so keji i know

but no worries, it's transient n resolve on its own
i notice it is sex-biased, the one with penis falls victim more than the one without
i also notice it happened during when my hormones runs amok
stupid stupid hormones for messing wit my mind

sleeper cells

i wish all my body hair is so emo it'll cut itself *sigh*
in genting moments like this no me-time available

back to study

uh, effective tmr, i'll be on strict house arrest
just home n school, nowhere else
boooo! i hate exams!!!!!

ok, back to study